Sabine: He's different. He feels for you. He was there when it all started. The green, Sixes, the RAC. Until something happened and he rebelled. Something about you.
Dutch: What about me?
Sabine: We don't know. He's taken all memories of you out of the green, hidden them from us. He's protecting you from something.
You know what's sad? You're already half Six, and you don't even know it.
Dutch: Shut up.
Sabine: Why do you think Khlyen trained you like that? Not how to kill How not to care. Shut your heart down, scar by scar, and made you afraid to trust or love anyone, even him. All so you'd have a better chance of surviving the Six transition intact. Deep inside, most of you is already dead.
You know why you're with the Jaqobis?
Dutch: 'Cause I have a thing for brothers?
Sabine: Because they feel so damn much. It's intoxicating, isn't it? Being so close to people who aren't afraid to love. They haven't figured out how broken you are yet, but you know I can see it, and that's why you hate me.
I'm sorry. That's not This is what happens near the end. Just fear and rage. I'm almost out of time. You can't let them do this to you.
Dutch: I'm not gonna let that happen.
Sabine: Oh, they'll come for you. But they'll rip everything out of you that matters. You're the walking dead, only no one will let you die. You have to do it. I'll come for you. Kill Johnny, kill D'Avin, and I won't even care. I'd do it for you.
JOHNNY You spent most the past six years hating Khlyen, and whatever you're feeling, I'm sure it is more complicated than I can understand. But speaking as a member of the shitty dad club? You don't have to forgive someone to miss them. And you don't need anyone's permission to love someone that you hate.
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