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motivation) wrote2020-06-06 06:41 pm
motivation) wrote2020-06-06 06:41 pm
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[ one thing about the danaΓ« is that there isn't much ambiguity about where to meet up: when you say grab a drink, you know exactly where to go, since there's a grand total of one (1) bar to hit up. bellamy hasn't actually tried the on-ship drinks yet (too many memories of being poisoned by a wonky algae crop, too much uncertainty that some of that distilled alien liquor will even work right), but fuck it, there's a first time for everything. so he eventually camps out at a table by the viewscreen, with a clear view of the rest of the mess hall and its entrance, and settles in for a wait. it's pretty quiet hour, without a lot of people around: he glances up whenever someone wanders in, but they tend to just head straight to the food dispensers instead.
should've gotten a physical description, he realises. and with a name like dutch, maybe he was expecting something else: some burly ex-soldier accustomed to fighting aliens. some swaggering spacer with broad shoulders.
instead, once he sees the woman that enters the hall and makes a beeline straight for the bar, he does a slight double-take— ]
Uh, hey. You Dutch?
should've gotten a physical description, he realises. and with a name like dutch, maybe he was expecting something else: some burly ex-soldier accustomed to fighting aliens. some swaggering spacer with broad shoulders.
instead, once he sees the woman that enters the hall and makes a beeline straight for the bar, he does a slight double-take— ]
Uh, hey. You Dutch?
[ dutch has no idea what to expect, either. they probably should have exchanged descriptions or pictures or whatever —but it's fine, she just takes her sweet time in getting to the bar, figuring that she'll approach whoever looks like they're waiting for someone else. turns out that she doesn't have to: he aproaches her first.
that works, too. ]
Yeah. Bellamy?
[ she's not burly and she's never been a soldier, her shoulders aren't broad —but there's plenty of swagger in the way she walks, although it's softened somewhat by the sway of her hips.
she lets her gaze linger on him for a moment, giving him a slow once-over, lips curling upward. that it's half-way between flirtatious and challenging is as much a defensive mechanism as it is genuine. ]
that works, too. ]
Yeah. Bellamy?
[ she's not burly and she's never been a soldier, her shoulders aren't broad —but there's plenty of swagger in the way she walks, although it's softened somewhat by the sway of her hips.
she lets her gaze linger on him for a moment, giving him a slow once-over, lips curling upward. that it's half-way between flirtatious and challenging is as much a defensive mechanism as it is genuine. ]
[ despite coming from space, bellamy isn't used to holovids or more complicated communication networks; he's more accustomed to picking up the radio than actually receiving a photo. but at least they've located each other, and he moves closer to lean against the counter beside her, by the liquid dispensers. ]
Yep, in the flesh. It's actually my first time hitting up the bar here, too. Glad to hear they have one, though.
[ he's struck by dutch's movements when she sidles in. it's a kind of fluid, predatory grace that he's seen in grounders, mostly: fighters, warriors, dancers. that appraising look and twist of her lips in return makes his skin prickle with unexpected self-consciousness, self-awareness. it's such a small thing, but it's still a sudden reminder of easier times: it feels like a literal eon since he's gotten to do something as simple as check out a new pretty face and vice versa. once upon a time, bellamy used to tear his way through the camp like a fox in the henhouse, falling into bed with whoever wanted to warm his tent that evening. now, it's been... god, who knows how long. he's not used to it anymore.
he's still good enough at sounding casual, though, his voice loose and conversational as he nods towards the dispensers: ]
So, tell me this: are we one hundred percent sure the liquor here is compatible and won't kill us?
Yep, in the flesh. It's actually my first time hitting up the bar here, too. Glad to hear they have one, though.
[ he's struck by dutch's movements when she sidles in. it's a kind of fluid, predatory grace that he's seen in grounders, mostly: fighters, warriors, dancers. that appraising look and twist of her lips in return makes his skin prickle with unexpected self-consciousness, self-awareness. it's such a small thing, but it's still a sudden reminder of easier times: it feels like a literal eon since he's gotten to do something as simple as check out a new pretty face and vice versa. once upon a time, bellamy used to tear his way through the camp like a fox in the henhouse, falling into bed with whoever wanted to warm his tent that evening. now, it's been... god, who knows how long. he's not used to it anymore.
he's still good enough at sounding casual, though, his voice loose and conversational as he nods towards the dispensers: ]
So, tell me this: are we one hundred percent sure the liquor here is compatible and won't kill us?
[ dutch was taught three things, growing up: how to marry into royalty, how to dance, and how to kill. hers is the fluid grace of someone equally adept at dancing and at fighting, although the truth is and always will be that she's done a lot more fighting and killing than she has dancing.
there's a moment when she almost expects him to freeze up under her gaze —but he doesn't. he nods, instead, voice loose and casual enough, and her lips quirk up another notch. it isn't approval, but it isn't not. ]
Are we sure? No.
[ but dutch has been here maybe a day; he best believe that she's tried to get decent alcohol from the dispensers and he best believe that the stuff that's in bottles behind the bar is definitely better, no matter how it burns going down. so instead of going to the dispenser, she leans over the bar and fishes for a bottle and two glasses, pouring them each a drink.
she pushes one toward him. ]
Live a little.
there's a moment when she almost expects him to freeze up under her gaze —but he doesn't. he nods, instead, voice loose and casual enough, and her lips quirk up another notch. it isn't approval, but it isn't not. ]
Are we sure? No.
[ but dutch has been here maybe a day; he best believe that she's tried to get decent alcohol from the dispensers and he best believe that the stuff that's in bottles behind the bar is definitely better, no matter how it burns going down. so instead of going to the dispenser, she leans over the bar and fishes for a bottle and two glasses, pouring them each a drink.
she pushes one toward him. ]
Live a little.
Been a while since I've had the luxury to.
[ he doesn't sound chiding, just— wearily resigned. life feels like it's gone a long, long way from 'whatever the hell we want.' but bellamy watches, bemused, as dutch leans right over the bar and grabs the drinks for them. he lifts the glass after she slides it to him, tilting it back-and-forth, eyeing the strange bright translucence of the liquid. he remembers moonshine run off from old engines, cooked up from vegetation on the ground, or made from algae back on the ark. strong enough that it was practically blinding. ]
Least we can serve ourselves instead of needing to argue with a robot bartender or the ship AI or something. Alright. Bottoms up.
[ he clinks the glass against hers — hopefully they've got toasts, wherever she's from — and doesn't hesitate before taking the jump and taking a deep drain of his drink.
and it slams into him like a truck, with a burn that sears and warms on its way down. and. it's good. for one, it's actually a real bottle and real vintage (even if an alien one) and not the cheap, half-toxic concoctions he's had most of his life. marveling: ]
Shit— Somebody had good taste.
[ he doesn't sound chiding, just— wearily resigned. life feels like it's gone a long, long way from 'whatever the hell we want.' but bellamy watches, bemused, as dutch leans right over the bar and grabs the drinks for them. he lifts the glass after she slides it to him, tilting it back-and-forth, eyeing the strange bright translucence of the liquid. he remembers moonshine run off from old engines, cooked up from vegetation on the ground, or made from algae back on the ark. strong enough that it was practically blinding. ]
Least we can serve ourselves instead of needing to argue with a robot bartender or the ship AI or something. Alright. Bottoms up.
[ he clinks the glass against hers — hopefully they've got toasts, wherever she's from — and doesn't hesitate before taking the jump and taking a deep drain of his drink.
and it slams into him like a truck, with a burn that sears and warms on its way down. and. it's good. for one, it's actually a real bottle and real vintage (even if an alien one) and not the cheap, half-toxic concoctions he's had most of his life. marveling: ]
Shit— Somebody had good taste.
[ dutch knows that sentiment —the weary resignation. she's felt that way more than once. she's tried to drown that feeling in alcohol and in sex, but what's kept her going more than anything over the years has been johnny. d'avin, too, and lucy, all the people she's come to care about against her better judgment, in spite of every lesson khlyen's tried to teach her, but mostly johnny. he's what's always kept her getting up again.
he isn't here now. he's been gone before, but then d'avin had been there and he isn't here, either, and —
dutch downs her glass in one go the moment after he's clinked his against hers. they have toasts where she's from, but she's not inclined to echo his, she'd much rather act on it.
it burns, but it's the good kind of burn and she licks her lips after, chasing the taste. ]
Lucky for us.
[ she pours herself another glass. this one, she won't down completely. ]
Does the sad statement have anything to do with those stories you were going to tell me?
he isn't here now. he's been gone before, but then d'avin had been there and he isn't here, either, and —
dutch downs her glass in one go the moment after he's clinked his against hers. they have toasts where she's from, but she's not inclined to echo his, she'd much rather act on it.
it burns, but it's the good kind of burn and she licks her lips after, chasing the taste. ]
Lucky for us.
[ she pours herself another glass. this one, she won't down completely. ]
Does the sad statement have anything to do with those stories you were going to tell me?
[ after dutch refills her drink, bellamy follows suit. another sip, waiting for that heat to warm him from the inside out, and knowing that the deeper they get into this bottle, the looser he'll get and the easier the words can trip off his tongue for what comes next. ]
Yep.
[ it takes him a moment, before he decides to go ahead and just tell the goddamn story already. it happened a couple years ago now, and he's not exactly tight-lipped to begin with; the man tends to wear his heart on his sleeve. and besides, part of him is still astounded at finally, finally talking to someone new for the first time in ages, rather than pacing in endless predictable circles with the same six people. that frisson of anticipation, unfamiliarity, not hearing the same stories over and over and knowing what she's like, what she'll say, how she'll react to him. humans are social animals. he's hungry for conversation. ]
So you said people got infected by these... hullen, and they were under the aliens' control?
We had computer chips. They interfaced with people's brains, took them over, put them under an artificial intelligence's control. People took the chip because it took away their pain, just stripped it all away. But it wiped out their memories too. Meant they couldn't remember the good that came with the bad. And then they'd do anything if that AI said jump: they'd hurt themselves and wouldn't give a shit, cut themselves, dislocated their own shoulder, ripped open their wounds trying to get away.
[ his dark eyes glance up to the ceiling of the room; he wonders, vaguely, if perseus can hear this.
bellamy still remembers that haunting sound of raven screaming and bucking against her restraints, her voice like a sawblade down his spine. kicking and thrashing in his arms like an out-of-control animal before they could pin her down, sedate her. jasper's initial warning: raven isn't raven anymore. ]
We never really found a surefire way of checking if someone was chipped besides checking for memories. Asking them about people they'd lost, see if there were any suspicious gaps.
Long story short: I think I get you, with the hullen.
Yep.
[ it takes him a moment, before he decides to go ahead and just tell the goddamn story already. it happened a couple years ago now, and he's not exactly tight-lipped to begin with; the man tends to wear his heart on his sleeve. and besides, part of him is still astounded at finally, finally talking to someone new for the first time in ages, rather than pacing in endless predictable circles with the same six people. that frisson of anticipation, unfamiliarity, not hearing the same stories over and over and knowing what she's like, what she'll say, how she'll react to him. humans are social animals. he's hungry for conversation. ]
So you said people got infected by these... hullen, and they were under the aliens' control?
We had computer chips. They interfaced with people's brains, took them over, put them under an artificial intelligence's control. People took the chip because it took away their pain, just stripped it all away. But it wiped out their memories too. Meant they couldn't remember the good that came with the bad. And then they'd do anything if that AI said jump: they'd hurt themselves and wouldn't give a shit, cut themselves, dislocated their own shoulder, ripped open their wounds trying to get away.
[ his dark eyes glance up to the ceiling of the room; he wonders, vaguely, if perseus can hear this.
bellamy still remembers that haunting sound of raven screaming and bucking against her restraints, her voice like a sawblade down his spine. kicking and thrashing in his arms like an out-of-control animal before they could pin her down, sedate her. jasper's initial warning: raven isn't raven anymore. ]
We never really found a surefire way of checking if someone was chipped besides checking for memories. Asking them about people they'd lost, see if there were any suspicious gaps.
Long story short: I think I get you, with the hullen.
[ dutch listens. dutch listens and halfway through the story, she's downed the second glass as well despite the fact that she'd meant to take her time with it.
time for another refill.
(time to push thoughts of johnny turned hullen down, time to focus on anything but that.
they got him back, that's what matters in the end.) ]
Sounds like it. [ that's dark, low. dutch isn't good at connecting with others, not like johnny who wears his heart on his sleeve and befriends everyone, who lets his big heart lead.
she's not good at it, but —there's some common ground here, shared pain for all that the circumstances are different.
(some hullen are part of a hivemind. some hullen control the hivemind. it's not that different.) ]
Drink up.
[ when in doubt (or pain, or anything), dutch's go to coping mechanism is drowning it in alcohol. and sex, at times, and so her gaze finds bellamy's again, then drops to his shoulders, his hands, considering for a moment. ]
time for another refill.
(time to push thoughts of johnny turned hullen down, time to focus on anything but that.
they got him back, that's what matters in the end.) ]
Sounds like it. [ that's dark, low. dutch isn't good at connecting with others, not like johnny who wears his heart on his sleeve and befriends everyone, who lets his big heart lead.
she's not good at it, but —there's some common ground here, shared pain for all that the circumstances are different.
(some hullen are part of a hivemind. some hullen control the hivemind. it's not that different.) ]
Drink up.
[ when in doubt (or pain, or anything), dutch's go to coping mechanism is drowning it in alcohol. and sex, at times, and so her gaze finds bellamy's again, then drops to his shoulders, his hands, considering for a moment. ]
[ and bellamy does drink up, keeping pace with her because he can't not (although he might regret it in a few, once he realises just how high her tolerance is). ]
Y'know, I've been stuck with fermented algae for a couple years. I really don't recommend it. This is better.
[ elbows propped against the bar and sinking into an affable conversation again, this almost feels... normal? the danaΓ«'s bar reminds him of arkadia's mess hall, a space built and populated by people, getting to see faces he doesn't recognise. and as her gaze drinks him up, he has that distant sense that she's cataloguing him, even while he eyes her back: that confident slouch to her shoulders, the cant of her hips as she leans against the bar.
he sizes her up over the edge of his drink. dutch clearly isn't a talker, but also doesn't seem to hate that he's here. so there's questions and curiosity building up behind his tongue, a balm for that half-desperate loneliness he's been keeping at bay for months. it's been a while since he's met new people, even longer since they haven't had some kind of calamity to outrun, and he could just get to know someone.
so bellamy clears his throat. ]
What'd you do back home, Dutch?
Y'know, I've been stuck with fermented algae for a couple years. I really don't recommend it. This is better.
[ elbows propped against the bar and sinking into an affable conversation again, this almost feels... normal? the danaΓ«'s bar reminds him of arkadia's mess hall, a space built and populated by people, getting to see faces he doesn't recognise. and as her gaze drinks him up, he has that distant sense that she's cataloguing him, even while he eyes her back: that confident slouch to her shoulders, the cant of her hips as she leans against the bar.
he sizes her up over the edge of his drink. dutch clearly isn't a talker, but also doesn't seem to hate that he's here. so there's questions and curiosity building up behind his tongue, a balm for that half-desperate loneliness he's been keeping at bay for months. it's been a while since he's met new people, even longer since they haven't had some kind of calamity to outrun, and he could just get to know someone.
so bellamy clears his throat. ]
What'd you do back home, Dutch?
[ her tolerance is ridiculous and he'd do well not to even try keeping pace with her, but he'll figure that out soon enough. for now, his only indication is the way she shrugs, lips pulling into a slow smirk. ] Guess your algae brew's worse than what we've got in the quad. It's not so bad.
[ if given the choice, she prefers hog most days, but sometimes she'll reach for the algae brew instead. the wine and beer equivalents of the quad, really, not that she knows that. ] But this stuff's pretty nice, I'll give you that.
[ she doesn't hate that he's here. she doesn't hate that he's here at all and she can talk a lot without saying anything if need be, but she doesn't feel that need with him. there's something to be said for the tentative thread of understanding, the shared experience. there's something to be said, too, for not ruining that with words because dutch knows that her tongue's almost as sharp as her knives sometimes, that it's another weapon in her arsenal.
when you get turned into a weapon, the same is true for every part of you, isn't it? ]
I'm a RAC agent. [ she pulls a considering face for a moment. that probably doesn't mean much to him. ] Bounty hunters.
[ it's nowhere near the full story, not by a long shot, but it's a start and true enough. ]
[ if given the choice, she prefers hog most days, but sometimes she'll reach for the algae brew instead. the wine and beer equivalents of the quad, really, not that she knows that. ] But this stuff's pretty nice, I'll give you that.
[ she doesn't hate that he's here. she doesn't hate that he's here at all and she can talk a lot without saying anything if need be, but she doesn't feel that need with him. there's something to be said for the tentative thread of understanding, the shared experience. there's something to be said, too, for not ruining that with words because dutch knows that her tongue's almost as sharp as her knives sometimes, that it's another weapon in her arsenal.
when you get turned into a weapon, the same is true for every part of you, isn't it? ]
I'm a RAC agent. [ she pulls a considering face for a moment. that probably doesn't mean much to him. ] Bounty hunters.
[ it's nowhere near the full story, not by a long shot, but it's a start and true enough. ]
[ he arches an eyebrow, surprised by the answer. now that intrigues him. the job isn't something that ever existed on the ark, and sounds like something out of the adventure stories from the past: all swashbuckling cops and robbers, wanted posters pinned up across the wild west. clarke had had a bounty on her head for a while, but however the grounders handled those matters, bellamy hasn't been exposed to the logistics. ]
Huh. You hunted, what, criminals? Fugitives? Runaways?
[ now when he looks at her, he looks a little closer. he still instinctively pictures a giant burly man doing that sort of thing, but dutch carries herself with enough self-assurance that he has a feeling there's more lurking beneath that pretty face than he immediately realised.
after all, he knows enough women who could hand his ass to him in a hand-to-hand fight. echo. his own little sister. he's starting to suspect this one's much the same. ]
Huh. You hunted, what, criminals? Fugitives? Runaways?
[ now when he looks at her, he looks a little closer. he still instinctively pictures a giant burly man doing that sort of thing, but dutch carries herself with enough self-assurance that he has a feeling there's more lurking beneath that pretty face than he immediately realised.
after all, he knows enough women who could hand his ass to him in a hand-to-hand fight. echo. his own little sister. he's starting to suspect this one's much the same. ]
[ well, that's —
honestly, the sort of dumb nerdy shit that johnny's be trying ]
how's that working out for you?
honestly, the sort of dumb nerdy shit that johnny's be trying ]
how's that working out for you?
[ it's something to get used to. hey, at least the first text he got didn't contain the words "anal astronaut" because that is definitely something that happened to dutch. ]
that sounds like a problem
unless you're the nerd type who likes that sort of thing
that sounds like a problem
unless you're the nerd type who likes that sort of thing
[ she knows her strengths. if she can punch it or kick it, it's her problem to solve. if it's sciency, it's a nerd's problem. ]
sure i am
and no such luck
sure i am
and no such luck
[ in the quad, reclamation agents are as powerful as law enforcement, as free as mercenaries, and make more money than soldiers could ever dream of. ]
Whatever or whoever someone's put a warrant on.
[ she's taken down giant burly men doing this sort of thing. the self-assurance that she carries herself with is backed up by a lot of skill. (khlyen saw to that. some days, she still hates him for it. some days, she's almost grateful.) ]
Whatever or whoever someone's put a warrant on.
[ she's taken down giant burly men doing this sort of thing. the self-assurance that she carries herself with is backed up by a lot of skill. (khlyen saw to that. some days, she still hates him for it. some days, she's almost grateful.) ]
[ johnny's told her more than once that they don't have to stay in the quad, that they can run away and never look back. she's told him the same.
they've never run. she doesn't like that now she's somewhere else, that she didn't get a say in it.
(it's fine. johnny'll figure something out on his end. some nerd will figure something out here. all dutch has to do is stay alive and keep the nerds alive until then, probably. totally fine.) ]
guess we are
what was yours with starfleet, anyway
yeah, that's still weird
they've never run. she doesn't like that now she's somewhere else, that she didn't get a say in it.
(it's fine. johnny'll figure something out on his end. some nerd will figure something out here. all dutch has to do is stay alive and keep the nerds alive until then, probably. totally fine.) ]
guess we are
what was yours with starfleet, anyway
yeah, that's still weird
I captain a starship, we're primarily about exploration and humanitarian aid, and we function as the Federation's military in emergencies. What's The Rac? Why did my brain type it like that
[ He should probably reel it in with mentioning Starfleet to everyone, but on the other hand, he's supposed to identify himself, as a senior officer. And while he might say he's out of a job - this is still exploration. ]
[ He should probably reel it in with mentioning Starfleet to everyone, but on the other hand, he's supposed to identify himself, as a senior officer. And while he might say he's out of a job - this is still exploration. ]
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